Happy Father’s Day

Happy Father’s Day Friend

to all Dad’s

I often replay countless memories of you Dad

all the time

One of my favorite things in the world is to gain a reinforcement to a happy memory that I for some reason didn’t use when I first started replaying a good day or thought.

When it seems to happen randomly that the smell of a specific brand of gum when the package freshly opens or the sound of a unique old cash till rings and all of a sudden replaying that warm memory gets closer to reliving it with each sense that is felt that reinforces that old electrical root in my head

I love those Feelings

I love it

~dirt clustit (dustywho?)

all I can do is laugh

laugh at how many times I’ll willing ride the merry-go-round of laughter and believe it every time. I know there have been a lot of frazzled nerves, I wish I could change that, I am definitely different, but I am genuine.

see the problem is…. the problem is I have been very, very, very bad. I am not really sure how to explain it all. I guess I try (condensed version)

Dammit you win. How in the hell you knew about the painting, the oil lamps, the irish spring soap, and the lies to the parking toll booth lady is one bigcrock